

I think...I think I'm going crazy, but I'm not for sure, maybe I'm deranged or very insecure, all day long I think of death, no one understands, they say that they can help me, but they can't, they see my pain and run away, they talk about me in all the wrong ways, if they saw everything that went on in my head, you'd send me to the psych ward, padded walls and all,I think...
with a strait jacket strapped to my bed, I think I'm going insane, my thoughts all twisted up,


...Hold On......Hold On... To live and not to breathe, is to die in tragedy, don't want your sympathy, and this isn't an attention plea, or cry for help, which I don't need, all we need is someone to help lead the way to a better day, ask don't dare if it may,...Hold On...
I lay and think, don't you dare wink, if you think I cut, you may be right, you maybe wrong, I try to be strong, I've tried for so long, but I don't think
I can no longer &n


Lockbox BalladI. LockboxLockbox Ballad
A poem is but a drop of emotion Bled from countless human souls In times of love and in times of hate And of time itself.
Always in continuity with the heart. A record to behold within the chambers. In the flight of all happiness called freedom. And of captivity in evil, unspeakable, or hidden Secrets.
The depths of the lockbox tells no truths in the darkness.
II. Forgotten
Forgotten words alive and not well tamed. Written in the midst of cleansing fear Wrought for our unspeakable acts.
A poem of the p


-This Will Never Be My World-This will never be my world This perfect world you know Yesterday, it threw me away And left me on my own I wasn't strong enough There were things I couldn't face And the path I lost myself on Has long since been erased All my memories, scars,-This Will Never Be My World-
Faults, and threats, My mistakes, weakness,
Failures, and regrets, My wrong choices, pain,
Tears, and confusions, And all of the voices,
And all the illussions They're all of my worries, They're all of my fears They haunt me always, They keep me here Terrified,
And all alone


I Still Need You (Tourniquet)You were there, from the very start And you said it would be forever You saw me break, and fall apart And you put me back together You were there for me Every single day You gave me everything Then you took it away And I believedI Still Need You (Tourniquet)
In all your lies When you left,
You left me paralyzed What I thought we had Was never true But I'm the one who's pathetic Because I still need you You knew my heart
was delicate Without you,
Everything turns to shit You knew you were
My tourniquet But you ruined me
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whats that i couldnt hear you over the sound of me shitting myself...
It's always nice to find someone that cares!!
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There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain.
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~Ashley~ I am Evil
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YAY FOR LIFE
John 3:16
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Thank you for the
~charlie
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